12:59

I once promised you every Sunday morning I’d wake you up with soft kisses. I’d open the curtains so slightly to let the sunshine creep in. I’d cuddle up right against your chest to hear your heartbeat. I said this to you thinking I meant it forever, hoping it would be our ongoing ritual. Now […]

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chaos makes the muse

You know that feeling of not being able to describe what you’re feeling? Where everything makes sense on one hand and yet absolutely nothing makes sense on the other. Where one part of you is so intrinsically connected to yourself, to the world, to the trees and the water and the air; and yet another […]

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feeling blue

Forgive me for the lack of content, for you see, I’ve had major writer’s block; and yes I know the best way to get out of it is to…write, but I don’t know what’s been up with me lately. I’m in a funk. I haven’t felt inspired. I think a lot of it has to […]

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to fear or not to fear

Fear. The things that scare us make up who we are. I believe that our fears are compiled of our inner most desires. Fear is just a tall massively thick brick wall standing in the way of what you want most. Once you break through that wall there’s nothing, and I mean nothing holding you […]

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roaring twenties

So ya, I’m still in my early twenties, 23 to be precise, however I believe I’ve acquired quite a bit of knowledge in the time that I’ve turned 20 to now. These are the years where you experience substantial and transformative discoveries constantly. Life happens so fast and if you’re lucky enough you’ll be able […]

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23

I think a lot about the meaning of life. It’s a recurring topic that comes up often in my thoughts. I’ve come up with different answers during different phases in my life-sometimes I’ve come up with nothing. But now, I’m almost certain the meaning of life is balance. Good and bad. Black and white. Dark […]

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windy days

Someone asked me today, “are you happy?” My immediate autopilot response was yeah, with a smile. But this got my thinking, wait, am I actually happy? I concluded fairly quickly that, yes I am. Even though right now, I’m probably the most stressed I’ve ever been in my life. Somehow…I’m still happy. So far my […]

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the feels

Feelings are so crazy, man. They can change SO quick. I can feel one thing now and another a second later. There are some unfortunate downfalls to being an impulsive person who desperately wants to live and love in the now, but gets caught up in today’s society where everything has to immediately mean some […]

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new beginnings

I’m not gonna lie, the start of something new can be a little scary and intimidating. You don’t know what to expect, but you have faith in yourself-well because you have to or no one else will-but also because you’ve spent time building something so amazing in your mind that you know now it’s time […]

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shit happens

When I became mindful and transparently aware of my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and overall self; I began to go through a constant transitional phase. I began to notice I was making constant updates on myself and continue to, to be the forefront version of my best self. I look back to a couple years ago […]

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