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a blue flame’s tameless flickers reflect against your glossy eyes as you met with mine you were always so dreamy but this time you gazed at me with equal parts joy and sadness it was almost like you knew something no one else knew a secret you had kept with only you soon we’ll all […]

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sensory

the wind blows heavy crashing wind chimes and whistling nature’s songs, sometimes their secrets the trees sway in unison a distant train trails away my rose bush loses a petal or two all in good sacrifice for something new the swings swing back and forth and the metals screech as they graze into each other […]

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summer of nostalgia

shades of cyan and cerulean coat my vision the essence of freshly squeezed lemonade lingers in the air my pastel pink bicycle is lightly rusted from the summer rains but she keeps me company from dusk till dawn as i ride up and down the sea’s coast lost in my thoughts everyone says i’m a […]

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jewel

your jewel-toned eyes filled with water as i lay by your side, perhaps for the last time we intertwined our legs like we intertwined our lives staring eye to eye you knew me better than i knew myself and i think that scared me you knew what move i was going to make next even […]

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simpler times

i miss that summer feeling i want to live in the daydreams and the sunsets i miss romance i miss being touched and explored and guided i miss the excitement another person used to give me

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euphoria

slipping in and out of an altered consciousnesslaced in the memories of youbut finally, I’ve come to the realization that the idea of you has always eluded the reality ~

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dream state

feelings of confusion and delusionthough slightly seductive and familiara jaded memory and a hazy perception dreamt together as the perfect illusion

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the light in me recognizes and honors the light in you

I don’t know why I haven’t sat down to write a long stream of consciousness in so long as I used to do back in the day. I think I’ve let everything I’ve been experiencing compile into my brain and just soak and marinate, it’s been manifesting out in interesting ways. I’ve been living in […]

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as of late

WELL HELLO THERE Wow, it has been a minute. The past few months have been busy…so amazing, so full of growth, so full of new-ness. New is good. New experiences, new people, new perspectives, new environments. I love delving past what I know, I love digging deep, I love exploring over uncharted territories whether it’s […]

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internal thoughts

Emerald green velvet dreams Pressure is building I’m suffocating My physical being feels nothing My mental state is imploding What’s real anyway? Two more flights of stairs Rusty red brick walls accented with gold as my hand glides further up the glossy black banister Almost there What do I even want? What fulfills my soul… […]

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