sunday afternoon

Crashing waves I’m your soul if you set sail Summer rain Shy sunlight streaming through my windowpane You are my sky Layin’ by myself with a heartbeat, beating Dressed in blue Blue jeans to match my blue mood I’m by myself remembering you

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paradox

Isolated Free from noise But only for a minute, For the sounds seep in through open doors and cracked windows Alone But just for the moment, For you like to keep me company with your watchful eyes Pleading redemption, As I attempt to embody this new oblivion Something I am not yet ready for Shut eyes Voluntarily blinded I still […]

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mystery vs reality

Missed connections Equated encounters An abyss of endlessness A darkness that penetrates even the purest Timeless feelings that change too quick for my desperate grasp The lesser of two evils I’m fixed upon you Until my new craving kicks in; Because the mystery of you eludes the reality

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the feels

Feelings are so crazy, man. They can change SO quick. I can feel one thing now and another a second later. There are some unfortunate downfalls to being an impulsive person who desperately wants to live and love in the now, but gets caught up in today’s society where everything has to immediately mean some […]

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new beginnings

I’m not gonna lie, the start of something new can be a little scary and intimidating. You don’t know what to expect, but you have faith in yourself-well because you have to or no one else will-but also because you’ve spent time building something so amazing in your mind that you know now it’s time […]

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never before seen by awakened eyes

I’m powerless by your touch Sensitive Senseless Losing I’ve lost it You exposed me You destroyed me You took until there was nothing left to give You left a part of your darkness inside me I’m crushed I’m broken But I pick up my pieces and keep movin’

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shit happens

When I became mindful and transparently aware of my thoughts, feelings, emotions, and overall self; I began to go through a constant transitional phase. I began to notice I was making constant updates on myself and continue to, to be the forefront version of my best self. I look back to a couple years ago […]

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VI.I.IVI

Quiet of the night. Silence is treasured. Yet I’m frightened, From both my mind and what’s around me. I can feel your soul. I can understand your deepest fear. I can cope with your desires. But is it all too much for me? What’s the price for this fiery passion; For this longing of progression […]

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pretty much a sum up of my thoughts over the last few weeks

I’m happiest when I can make other people feel like they are rooted for, supported, and happy. When you make a decision at the right time in the right place, the universe makes it happen for you. Break barriers. Break stereotypes. If you do what you’ve always done, you’ll get what you always get. Don’t […]

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drunk thoughts

I wrote this last night, posting now xo Okay, I’m pretty fucking drunk right now, and this will either add to the following text and make it super awesome and full of depth or do the polar opposite and make it stupid and meaningless…lets hope for the former. I haven’t written in a long while, […]

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