slipping in and out of an altered consciousnesslaced in the memories of youbut finally, I’ve come to the realization that the idea of you has always eluded the reality ~


feelings of confusion and delusionthough slightly seductive and familiara jaded memory and a hazy perception dreamt together as the perfect illusion


drops of blood from my thorny fingersonto our white satin sheetsi was plucking roses from the garden for you as you lay asleep light streaks from the sun peaking through every single raindrop sweet mint tea lingers on your lipsas i map out the details of your face, of your existenceand recollect the good, the …

lone wolf

it is dark outsideI am dark insidethere is a chill in the air and it isn’t from the weatherit lives in the emptiness of this day of this yearof this lifeat the edge of redemptionI see the light that will come in the morning

pretty girl

pretty girl in a room full of peopleengaging in forced smiles and meaningless conversationsshe escapes awaya few moments of solitudeenough for a quick smoke break"peace" she thinks, for a second anywayyou make your way and ask for a lightshe obeysyou take this as an invitation to engagea few drags later,you’ve got the head high that …